Wednesday, September 19, 2012

journey


can we waltz in the rain
on this dark windy night
find the cold where it’s hiding
and turn on the light
there are evergreen shades
and sonderous hues
of a monstrous potential,
a cessna’s eyeview
spin through the skydrops
and fall through the woods
eat up the moonbeam dust
drink of the air
fly past the brandywine
into the east
dive through a comet trail
find us complete.

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

favorite place

I’m craving my favorite place in the world.
I didn’t really know it was my favorite until more recently as the time grows that I’ve been away from it.
It is in the hills above the Sonoma Coastline. It begins at a large secluded house set away from the world. Separated from many things by woods of redwood trees and little towns full of hippies and coffee shops and bookstores. Part of why I love it is truly from those things that put it away from the world. Because you can go back toward normal life and get stopped by those storybook lands and realize that you still have respite lost in the fog. 
It is quiet and then sometimes birds fly out of the mist and my little brother runs by yelling and waving a stick at some imaginary foe. 
Minutes away is a river that winds to a cold, gray, wild and wonderful sea. Most people love going to the beach for sun and relaxation and palm trees. My love affair with the sea is different, we meet at the shore, I am scarved and blanketed, surviving each other. The haunting wildness is something that I will never forget, that calls me back. It lends itself to writing and reading and music and love. And leaves you aching for a strong cup of coffee. 
The hills above this coastline are tall, but not indomitable. I have been lost in their woods on the way up a trail and finally emerge out of the gray to see the fog lift and the gold of the hills is free to beam at the sight of a rare bluest of blue seas. It has a sky to reflect and so it trots out the hues: turquoise, aqua, ultramarine, that it must hide in the depths or keep cloistered at its edges most days.
My favorite place is magical. It is quiet. It is God-breathed. It is wondrous.

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

cask amontillado - poe inspired POE-try


if i killed you with my eyes
would you die a thousand times
farewell to lies no more regrets
when you're silenced by
a thousand miles of anger

we told each other lies
the kind that're spoken all the time
like i'll always be your friend
and i'll love you to the end
as if time could be forever


i'll lead you down
down to the end
i'll lead you down
get my revenge
amontillado method zero
burying hatchets with a mortared wall
who cares if you confess at all.


Sunday, August 5, 2012

tsunami


black black wall
tearing into all the streets
it's a nightmare riding
on your vision caster's dreams
if we all fall down 
will the invitation stand
it's a mighty water raging
and it's never turning back

Sunday, July 22, 2012

an old note to self

It’s crazy sometimes what we go through to just realize what we should have known all along, that God is the point. 

He will bring you to the end of yourself, until you’re broken and worn out, and have no more of your own strength to try to use as a crutch.

Then in your broken state he makes your heart contrite and takes His praise from your lips, and then impresses you with how great his love and mercy and patience are in letting you come that far.

Worthy is the Lamb.

Saturday, July 7, 2012

today...


Today I tried my hand at sea
to swell with tides and sink between
the foam and ebbs and all that teem
so gently turned and still careen
to lift me through the ombre breen
and finding shallow depth at last
i kissed the sun and flip turned fast