living

where was i when
you took my soul
and ripped the shreds
to make a whole?

the skin is cracking
dragon scales
the old is gone
the new has come.

going

i feel like
like we spend so much time just
getting ready for
ready for living and life
but is all that living simply
simply existing?

if every moment
of every day
is not lived with the thought
that we are only alive
because of His love
and we only are here
to further the kingdom
and push on to glory
the cause of the master
the love of the king

we aren't dead yet
so we must live
the life that's left
with full abandon
toward The Love.

:(

my life is full of disappointments.
peter pan never showed up at my window,
i still haven't gotten my hogwarts acceptance letter,
and no matter how many houses i live in,
none of the cupboards lead to narnia.